Starting around sophomore year of high school, I started becoming lactose intolerance - but only in the morning! So I started eating cereal every night, around 11 or 12. I haven't missed this routine except for the rare occasion that I forget to buy milk.
Anyway, I discovered something in my rather ritualistic obsession with eating cereal: I tend to have multiple cereal boxes but rather than completely finishing one box... whenever there's only a little bit left, I go and open a brand new box.
Here's me playing psychiatrist: I think my act of having two cereal boxes gives me options and when there's only a little bit of each left, I like to combine the two for a unique flavor. To relate to my real life tendencies: I have a really bad track record with following through things. I get all the way to [x thing] but lose interest and decide to change gears to [y thing].
BUT... if I REALLY want to, I think it's the possibility of being a pioneering trailblazer to combine x and y to create z, that keeps me ultimately inspired.
Interview at [institution] went well. I tried my best, I leave the rest up to fate and God.
I can't believe it's already December! That was a fast semester, especially since it was the first time I wasn't enrolled. I don't have to worry about finals!! But come January 17th, I'll be back in the classroom. =)
So many decisions to make and each one is contingent upon the previous one - much like a biochemical reaction.
On a less stressful note, I'm actually beginning to follow college football! Who would've thought and that I, out of all people, would be interested in something so butch!
More updates to come, hopefully with good news. =D
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